[September the 4th ] [ mood | calm ] but i made it this far without you. did i make it this far, to just stand back and watch it all fall apart. you are by far the biggest mistake i've ever made. all you've ever done was drag me down and bring me problems. i regret any type of feelings i have ever had towards you. so long, for good this time.

[July the 28th ] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Cruel Hand ] i give up. i'm never gonna believe a fuckin word anyone has to say. lies and empty promises. that's all everyone is a about now days. i need to get out of california. fur realz.

[July the 17th ] [ mood | surprised ] [ music | Stay Gold ] i have to say i’m pretty amazed. i’m amazed that someone who lives 2,000 miles away from me feels the need to STILL talk about me and call me. i’ve never met you in my life. i don’t even think we’ve actually had a conversation. you have absolutely no idea about even what kind of person i am, but you keep talking. you need to get over what ever little grudge you have with me because it’s been over 2 years and it’s just pretty ridiculous. live your life. seriously.

[May the 3rd ] [ mood | content ] [ music | Blacklisted ] i don’t understand it. i look back on all my past choice and mistakes and it makes me want to punch myself. what was i thinking? i think about the people i’ve been with and the people i used to trust and were the fuck are they now? i’d like to think i cut most of the bad out of my life and surround myself with good people. being friends with people who nag and complain about everything and girls who are whores that can’t keep their legs closed are never a good thing. i’m not the same person anymore. i’d like to think that’s a good thing. realizing my mistakes and quickly getting out of it. i can’t say i’ll never make past mistakes because we all know that impossible but i can say if you’re not my friend anymore it’s for a damn good reason. i’ll never lower myself down to your pathetic level to be your friend. i’ve got some of the greatest friends anyone could ask for and 2 amazing best friends that i know i can depend on and that is all i need. i’m so content with life. don't try and crawl back into my life like you have before in the past. i don't need you.

Best Friends Through Everything<33 [February the 17th ] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Copeland ] jesska this goes out to you <333 no matter what.. i hope you feeel better and i'll see you in a little bit dont forget i'll always be here for you and ya g2g bell rang <33333333333 i just hope you know everything will be alright Ambulance X (_cup_of_noodlez) wrote, @ 2006-02-17 19:58:00 Current mood: sick BESTFRIENDS will always stay BESTFRIENDS Jesska.. you not a FAKE you're a very nice and sweet girl that can put a fucking smile on my face forver.. dont forget that and just stay true... i know we are so far but i know who you are the true you and like i said.. everything will be okay.. dont truip okay?? just keep your head up high and keep holding on things will get better just wait a little bit more until i can be right by you everyday okay?? we all have problems and i do too nothing is perfect cuz god made shit that way... but there is a reason for everything that goes on. dont ever forget that <33333333333 your bestfriend till the bottom of the grave JULLI now i havent been o n this for a long time.. but im at school and i found out how to hack onto computers here... i've been so busy with shit... stressing out on school work... tryin out for yearbook.. and SATs comin up on April 1st.... then i have class work... i gotta help out at YMCA for school for 10 hours.. and then i have to do my fuckin research paper.... damn.. i just cant wait till all of this hard work pays off... when everything pays of.. first of all i will go see JESSKA i have a big plan out for her since i havent been with her for a long time... =D i hope she'll enjoy it so jesska!! please keep that day open okay?? <3 ps. i'm over everything now.. some friends leave and i'm okay with it.. all i need are a couple does your bestfriend write things like this to you? yeaaah i didn't think so. i love her to death & i ALWAYS will because she has been there for me no matter what. no matter the distance OR the drama we love eachother no matter what ♥.

[February the 14th ] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | HAVE HEART ] FRIENDS ONLY! add me & i'll add you back.

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